Comments on: Today is a bad day. http://arphaxad.wordpress.com/2008/04/30/today-is-a-bad-day/ My mind. Unflitered. Uncut. Mon, 05 Jan 2009 09:46:30 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 By: tbkent http://arphaxad.wordpress.com/2008/04/30/today-is-a-bad-day/#comment-27 tbkent Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:15:25 +0000 http://arphaxad.wordpress.com/?p=29#comment-27 I think, in some capacity, we all feel that nobody really knows us. I feel loneliness on a daily basis- sometimes painfully alone. I live the life I've chosen, with the expected smile put in place. If only people realized what truly lies within me. It would be a shock, to say the least. I think I began drafting my suicide letter in my head at thirteen. I'm sure it sounds more eloquent and philosophical at thirty-three. Either way, if I ever need it, it's ready and waiting. I hope you say all that you need to say. I think, in some capacity, we all feel that nobody really knows us. I feel loneliness on a daily basis- sometimes painfully alone. I live the life I’ve chosen, with the expected smile put in place. If only people realized what truly lies within me. It would be a shock, to say the least.

I think I began drafting my suicide letter in my head at thirteen. I’m sure it sounds more eloquent and philosophical at thirty-three. Either way, if I ever need it, it’s ready and waiting.

I hope you say all that you need to say.

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